esmé lee
“What is life if not the shadow of a fleeting dream?”
about
STAGE NAME: esmé lee
BIRTH NAME: eunbae lee
AGE: 23
BIRTHDATE: march 20th
ZODIAC: pisces
LOCATION: mapo
RESIDENCE: redacted for safety
SEXUALITY: bisexual
RELATIONSHIP STATUS: recently single
EMPLOYMENT: model/idol with Infinity
HEIGHT: 5'1
WEIGHT: 101lbs
BODY TYPE: slender and willowy
TATTOOS: none currently
PIERCINGS: ears; firsts & second
SCENT: honey and roses
HAIR COLOR: naturally black
EYE COLOR: dark brown
MBTI: enfj
ALIGNMENT: 97.5% good 60% lawful
(+) passionate. outgoing. warm. ambitious. sincere. professional.(-) hot-headed. stubborn. oblivious. egotistical. worrier. smug.(❤) flowers. warm weather. animals. acting. modeling. parties. expensive jewels.(✖) being ordered around. snakes. sour foods. being alone. ghost stories. small spaces.
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀Born under the anuradha star, esmé was destined from birth for success and fame. however, for as far back as her mother's family could trace their ties, they had been priests and priestesses. it was their duty to protect their small village from spirits and ill omens. esmé's father, a firm skeptic of the supernatural, allowed esmé's to be trained by her grandmother only to appease his wife.⠀⠀ ⠀⠀To her grandmother's endless frustrations, esmé was a girl after her father's heart: sceptic and uninterested in the occult. as she learned how to ward homes from demons and ghosts (something she privately found ridiculous, but would never say to her grandmother), she also cultivated a deep love of the arts. esmé dreamed of the stage; of fame and wealth and her face on bilboards.⠀⠀ ⠀⠀By her eighteenth birthday her plans of mutiny had been cemented. shortly after midnight she packed her bags, left a note and took off to seoul. her mother was furious; her father wired her money. her grandmother... well she couldn't ignore esmé forever; one day she'd forgive her. probably. hopefully.⠀⠀ ⠀⠀Life in seoul was hard. esmé struggled to survive and find her place among the thousands of other hopefuls dreaming the same things she was. it was cutthroat—people she thought were friends used her as a stepping stone, songs and debuts went to other idols. for the first two years, she spent most days tired, hungry and furious at herself for leaving home.⠀⠀ ⠀⠀But she held on and eventually was able to debut as an idol. she sent the first copy of her album home, proud to finally have some proof that what she'd been fighting for was worth it. there was, as she'd half expected, no response from her grandmother, though her mother admitted that she often heard esmé's songs playing from within her room.⠀⠀ ⠀⠀Esmé continues to work tirelessly to achieve her goal of being a top artist, never wavering.
connections
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ NAME: NPC - hyungwoon.
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ STATUS: exes.
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ SONG: go away.
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ARTIST: 2ne1.
What started out as hopeless puppy love between two idols turned into heartache and betrayal. when your supposed "forever" stomps on your heart it leaves a bitter mark.
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ NAME: NPC - chaewon.
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ STATUS: work friends.
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ SONG: feel special.
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ARTIST: twice.
Chaewon has been esmé's manager since pre-debut, and at her side tirelessly. she is one of the few people esmé has total trust in. she knows that chaeyong will always support her, and has her back.
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ NAME: daehyun.
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ STATUS: close friends.
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ SONG: eye on you.
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ARTIST: wonho.
A friend when she needed it most, daehyun has always been important to esmé—maybe more than she's willing to let on. she's not sure what to do with herself around him sometimes, but she cherishes their friendship above all else.
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ NAME: Jihu.
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ STATUS: best? friends.
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ SONG: g.r.8.u.
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ARTIST: vixx
Her neighbor at the start, jihu wormed his way into her life, and her heart. he fast became someone she could not imagine, and does not want to imagine, life without. he means everything to her, and she would move mountains for him without care.
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ NAME: nana.
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ STATUS: life partners.
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ SONG: lucky one.
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ARTIST: exo.
Someone she never knew she needed, but cannot live without. (ba)nana, is her closest companion, and the one who she tells even her deepest darkest secrets to. though he was something of a surprise, he is her whole world.
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ NAME: gabriel.
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ STATUS: work partners?
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ SONG: chocolate.
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ARTIST: changmin.
Handsome. talented. charming. he makes her nervous; makes her pulse race and he probably knows it. as off-step as gabriel leaves her, esmé respects him as an artist. his talent is undeniable. esmé just prays she can hold herself together around him and not make a fool of herself.
searching for
"my forever friend"
open 0/1
friendship
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀In the world of an idol, things are not always as they seem. people and persona do not always line up—but [you] are the one thing that remains true in life. [you] are the person that esmé knows she can trust to have her back and be at her side forever. calling [you] her bestfriend barely scratches the surface.
"can you save me?"
TAKEN.
protection
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀Someone knows where esmé lives - knows her schedule and her life, but they aren't a friend, nor an employee. having a stalker isn't uncommon for idols, but she never thought it would happen to her. [you] are the one they bring in to help, to discover just who is stalking esmé, and to keep her safe from whatever they have planned.
"truest love"
taken.
romantic
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀Having just come out of a painful and public breakup, esmé has sworn off love for-EVER. she's not looking for that kind of humiliation and suffering ever again. she thought he was the one, so why would [you] be any different? if she's going down this path again, it had better be 'happily ever after' damn it!
"my dear ones"
open 3/6
friendship
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀The people that esmé has come to love, cherish, and trust. she would do or give anything to make sure [you] are safe, and happy. [you] are more precious to her than anything else in this world.
"another world"
open 1/-?
dangerous
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀There is another world that lives beneath the surface; one full of danger and fear. esmé has lived her whole life separated from it, but meeting [you] has changed everything; has thrown her world into a chaos so dangerous that it threatens everything she has.